Ramblings of the Crazed Fangirl

Wow, I posted?

2008-06-07T04:58:12Z

Like, I have what? Four friends on lj XD but I lurves them :D So, I ganked this from bakkhos <3 It's way old, but I don't care, haha, I love meme's...

1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Place of Residence:
4. What makes you happy:
5. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
7. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favourite place to be:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A song:
4: A band:
PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your lj so i can tell you what I think of you.
4. POST A PICTURE OF YOU!

Linkage

2007-09-30T01:43:12Z

So, while I'm tempted to post chapters of my fanfics on here, I'm also not too eager to do so... so I figured a link would suffice, since I'm too lazy to do otherwise... *so tired... sleeps*

http://www.fanfiction.net/~bacatlover

Des cracks me up...

2007-01-11T12:22:10Z

So, yeah, stole this little baby off of des_butterfly .... She really does crack me up.... mwahahaha... so, I was bored and yeah, stole her meme... and filled in the blanks... it was pretty amusing...

Choose Twelve people, then answer the questions. No cheating. :P

1. Kakashi [Naruto]

2. Sesshoumaru [Inuyasha]

3. Yazoo [Final Fantasy: Advent Children]

4. Renji [Bleach]

5. Shin [Tenjho Tenge]

6. Tsunade [Naruto]

7. Temari [Naruto]

8. Rangiku [Bleach]

9. Deidara [Naruto]

10. Amon [Witch Hunter Robin]

11. Yumichika [Bleach]

12. Sakura [Naruto]

1. Have you ever read Six/Eleven fic? Do you want to?
Yumichika and Tsunade… Now that would be hot, a dominant woman with a girly man… mmm, sexy…

2. Do you think Four is hot? How hot?
RENJI… uh, DUH… He’s a sexy man! With sexy tattoos… *drool* "to die for" hot...

3. What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?
If Sakura got Rangiku pregnant… they’d have a pink haired, big busted child, and Sakura will cry because she wanted Sasuke but instead got another woman pregnant…

4. Can you rec any fic(s) about Nine?
Hmm, the only writing I’ve ever enjoyed about him (so many people write him poorly) is here

5. Would Two and Six make a good couple?
LMAO… omg, no… Sesshoumaru and Tsunade… she’d be likely to beat him to a pulp when he ordered her around, and he’d just choose to poison her (or change into his demon form and eat her)

6. Five/Nine or Five/Ten?
Shin and Deidara or Shin and Amon… Hmmm, shin and Deidara would be interesting, Deidara thinks art is explosions while Shin is crazy and rips people’s hands off… I bet Deidara would find him sexy! Shin and Amon’s a no though… both too stoic...

7. What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?
If Temari walked in on Sesshoumaru and Sakura having sex she’d probably watch…

8. Make up a summary for a Three/Ten fic.
Yazoo and Amon: Destiny’s collide in a world of madness. One’s searching for a cure, the other his sanity… (Oh, how much I suck at crack summaries…)

9. Is there any such thing as One/Eight fluff?
Kakashi/Rangiku… I’d love to see it… it would probably be something Kakashi found in his Icha Icha books though, since Rangiku is so, uh, well endowed…

10. Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve hurt/comfort fic.
Temari/Sakura To Lose What You Love

11. What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted Four to deflower One?
Renji deflowers Kakashi… Icha Icha man… Renji’s got to have a source of entertainment as well!

12. Does anyone on your friends list read Seven slash?
I’m a loser and don’t have many friends on my friend’s list… LMAO… so, I have no idea…

13. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?
Same as twelve…

14. What might Ten scream in a moment of great passion?
Amon… SCREAM??? I’d love to hear that… but I suppose it would just be a grunt of sorts…

15. If you wrote a song-fic about Eight what song would you use?
Rangiku : My Skin, Natalie Merchant… I think there’s a lot more to Rangiku than meets the eye…

16. If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warnings be?
Kakashi/Tsunade/Sakura…. SEX… LOTS of SEX…

17. What might be a good pick-up line for Two to use on Ten?
THE Great Sesshoumaru hitting on Amon??? Uh… We can destroy witches together?

18. When was the last time you read a fic about Five?
Shin… Never… I’m too scared of how they’ll butcher his character

19. What is Six's super sekrit kink?
Tsunade… Bondage… LMAO…

20. Would Eleven shag Nine? Drunk or sober?
Yumichika shagging Deidara! HELLZ YEAH… He’d do him… they are both pretty males, Yumi would love him…

21. If Three and Seven get together, who tops?
Yazoo/Temari… Temari, definitely… She’s probably like Tsunade… into bondage… XD

22. "One and Nine are in a happy relationship until Nine suddenly runs off with Four. One, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with Eleven and a brief unhappy affair with Twelve, then follows the wise advice of Five and finds true love with Three." What title would you give this fic?

Kakashi, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with Yumichika and a brief unhappy affair with Sakura (NOOOO, it can’t be an unhappy affair, damnit!), then follows the wise advice of Shin (oh, shite, that’s scary…) and finds true love with Yazoo (silver haired boys together, oh what a wonderful world)….

Slivers of Silver…. Blah… that’s terrible… lmao…

And thus, she drabbles...

2007-01-10T11:19:11Z

Hmmm, been meaning to post this drabble for quite some time now, really. ~~I refused to get off my lazy ass and do it~~. I just never got around to it. But... I feel like whoring out my writing, so... go here... lol... Meh, you'll find this drabble/oneshot there as well...

Title: He Hates Blood
Genre: Angst
Pairings: Sasuke/Sakura
Rating: PG 13
Warning: character death

All he really wants is a family, people to love him. He really wants his team to be his family, but fear keeps the ability to love locked away. Because everyone he loves dies. Is butchered by the only man he can see. His brother, his entire being attached to that man, that killer. And even as he swears to kill him, he knows he’ll still hurt. He will cry as he watches the blood drain from that man’s body. That man so distant and cold and hated. He wants to hate him beyond any comprehension, beyond his team’s comprehension. And as much as he wants to stay, as much as he wants to grow and mature with his team, he can’t. He can’t because to get close is to kill them. His brother will discover his “friends.” His brother doesn’t hate. To hate is to dislike something, rather, the man simply does what he can to reap havoc…

Sasuke doesn’t hate, but it’s because he can’t. He tries. Tries so very hard as a pink haired girl confesses her love to him; as she threatens to call out and ruin his escape. Tries so very hard with the chidori blazing in his palm, flying towards his best friend, ready to rip through flesh and bones; ready to shatter bonds. Tries so very hard as he peers down into his brother’s glazed ebony eyes with his kunai pressed to the delicate flesh of his throat, a drop of blood seeping from the pierced skin. It’s always about blood; Itachi loves blood. Sasuke has come to fear it…

Orochimaru shows him blood repeatedly, blood from everywhere, from anyone. Villagers’ blood, shinobi blood, a friend’s blood, sucked into the snake sannin’s vile mouth as a collection of sorts. Orochimaru shows Sasuke his blood, when they train, when he’s angered, when he wants to see the boy squirm, aching to remove the shuriken embedded in his flesh. But, it was what he sought, the power for revenge, to free himself of fear…

Shinobi have rules. And there is a rule that Sasuke always abides by. Shinobi do not show emotions. Sasuke is aloof, beyond the reach of irrational emotions. It is, essentially, Sasuke. It was Sasuke. Now Sasuke is a collection of tears, bending over, cradling his brother’s body, longing for the love he hadn’t returned for so long, perhaps never had. He has to know, has to acquire an answer from his only family; in his mind he has already lost the others, he has already lost the girl he refused to love, the boy he refused to fully accept as his equal, the man he refused to let take a similar place to him as his father had. They were gone, they would never love someone as vile and contaminated as him…

“Ni-san… why? Tell me why?” His raspy, tear-laden voice asks.

A gurgled laugh slips past Itachi’s lips before he gives his answer.

And Sasuke finally releases his grasp, tears freely spilling down his face to drip onto pale and lifeless skin, his kunai now pressed deeply into skin and bone and blood. Sasuke’s tears merging with Itachi’s blood, flowing and seeping into the earth below them…

Sasuke heard the approach of two people, surely more Akatsuki coming to support Itachi. Sasuke sat, already defeated by his brother’s words, ready for death, ready to surrender to any escape from this agony…

“Sasuke!” The blonde shouts, startled and halting…

“…Sasuke… kun…” the blonde’s pink-haired companion says, worry plastered on her face. And even as Naruto stays frozen in place, she steps forward, always reaching out for this one’s broken soul. “Sasuke-kun…” And then she’s squatting, leaning closer and closer to what she’s always known to attack when confronted with empathy or anything of semblance to pity…

“It’s alright, Sasuke-kun… we’re here; it’s alright.” And then, she’s pulling him into her embrace despite his rigid body, despite everything. His eyes still streaming, he relents, fisting his hands into her shirt, pressing his face to her throat. Why? Why was she here? Why was she holding him while hating him? She was so soft, so pliable and gentle, stroking his hair as if he were a child. Just like mother used to do…

She sent soothing waves of chakra through him, healing the gnashes, healing his flesh. If only she could mend my heart…

Noticing the dampness on his shoulder, confusion settled over him. Was it raining? Pulling back with some difficulty since Sakura’s grasp was unyielding, he looked at her face. It was wrought with pain and worry and salty tears…

“Come home with us, Sasuke-kun. You’ve done what you wanted, come home… We’ll take care of you.” Oddly, what he once would have found annoying and a hindrance was appealing, her words seemed to make that foundation of hatred shudder, pieces breaking off and tumbling into an abyss…

And then Naruto is beside them, talking softly, not at all like his usual boisterous self. “Come on, Sasuke. Sakura-chan wouldn’t lie. We’ll always be there for you, we’re a team. Always will be…”

Together, two people he believed to be truly out of reach, they lift him, supporting him as they move, as he follows where they lead. At this point, he doesn’t care if he never sees Orochimaru again, if he never sees Itachi or another Akatsuki member again, if he never sees blood again…

Eight years later and he still has yet to go on another mission. When presented with the opportunity to join the shinobi ranks again, he declines, saying he couldn’t possibly be trusted with Orochimaru’s curse seal still resting at the crook of his neck. Half the time he’s too scared to sleep in the same bed with his wife. Scared that he’ll wake up one night strangling her, inhaling the gentle scent of her pink hair and snapping her fragile neck between his blood-stained hands. Itachi’s blood, it’s still burnt into his mind, that image of blood smeared onto and into his skin. And he still sees it, even after Sakura’s gentle ministrations and affection, even after the late nights spent talking with Naruto, someone he’d almost call his brother had he not known his real one. To call Naruto his brother would be an insult and only serve to increase Sasuke’s fear of betrayal and abandonment…

She lied to him. She lied just like his brother. And now she was dying; his own child the cause of it. Her small body just couldn’t handle it, Tsunade was telling him, seeing the blankness of his face, the same face that had held such love for the woman who was bleeding out in the single bed of the hospital room. He just couldn’t look at her; couldn’t watch as her skin turned from its usually fleshy peach to this sallow grey. The child was dead already, a still born, Tsunade was informing him. Why couldn’t she be quite? Why did she have to ruin his hopes? Now everything was in vain. Sakura’s life, the child’s life, even his life. He would have no other woman as his wife. And she was dying knowing that. Why was everyone in his life so selfish? Couldn’t they understand? He just wanted to love; he wanted them to love. But no, they all just died; they all died because of him. Why couldn’t he just love?

LOL... I Have No Life...

2007-01-08T00:57:29Z

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 of these movies, you have no life. There are 239 on the list so I’m not seeing the fairness in this!

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
() Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
() Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
() Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
() Blazing Saddles
() Airplane
Total: 5

() The Princess Bride
() AnchorMan
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
() Labyrinth
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
(x) White Noise
(x) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x)50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 14

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
() Scary Movie 3
() Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
() American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 22

(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
() Little Black Book
(x) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 31

(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
() White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
() Robots
Total so far: 39

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
() Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
() Along Came Polly
(x) Deep Impact
() KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
() Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Joe Dirt
() KING KONG
Total so far: 46

() A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
() The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
() Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
() Final Destination 3
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
() Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far:54

() Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x)Chicago
(x)Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
() Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
() I Am Sam
() The Whole Nine Yards
() The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 59

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
() Seed of Chucky
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
() Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
() The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
() Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 70

(x) Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
(x) Lucky Number Sleven
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
() Bourne Identity
() Bourne Supremecy
() Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
(x) Predator II
(x) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
() Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
() Curious George
Total so far: 81

(x) Independence Day
(x) Cujo
() A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
(x) Christine
(x) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
() My Bosses Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 91

() Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
() Calendar Girls
() Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
() Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
()Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 100

(x) X-Men
(x) X2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
() Sky High
(x) Jeepers Creepers
(x) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
(x) Reign of Fire
(x) The Skulls
(x) Cruel Intentions
() Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 116

(x) Swimfan
(x) Miracle on 34th street
(x) Old School
(x) The Notebook
(x) K-Pax
() Krippendorf's Tribe
(x) A Walk to Remember
() Ice Castles
(x) Boogeyman
(x) The 40-year-old-virgin
Total so far: 124

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
() Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
() Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 128

(x) BASEketball
(x) Hostel
() Waiting for Guffman
(x) House of 1000 Corpses
() Devils Rejects
(x) Elf
() Highlander
(x) Mothman Prophecies
() American History X
() Three
Total so Far: 133

() The Jacket
()Kung Fu Hustle
() Shaolin Soccer
() Night Watch
(x)Monsters Inc.
(x)Titanic
(x)Monty Python and the Holy Grail
(x) Shaun Of the Dead
() Willard
Total so far: 137

() High Tension
() Club Dread
() Hulk
(x) Dawn Of the Dead
(x) Hook
() Chronicle Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) 28 days later
() Orgazmo
() Phantasm
(x)Waterworld
Total so far: 141

() Kill Bill vol 1
() Kill Bill vol 2
(x) Mortal Kombat
(x) Wolf Creek
() Kingdom of Heaven
(x) The Hills Have Eyes
() I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
() The Last House on the Left
() Re-Animator
() Army of Darkness
Total so far: 144

(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
() Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
() Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
() Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 149

(x) The Matrix
() The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
() Animatrix
() Evil Dead
() Evil Dead 2
(x) Team America: World Police
() Red Dragon
(x) Silence of the Lambs
(x) Hannibal
Total so far: 154

And thus... I have no life...

2006 June

2006-12-03T14:00:33Z

Compliments des-butterfly:

Go to Pop Culture Madness and select the year you became 18. Copy the available top songs from the list and paste it in your journal. Bold the ones you like, ~~strike~~ the ones you dislike, italicize the ones you know but neither like nor dislike, and leave the ones you don't know as common text.

My opinion of this... I didn't listen to the radio enough this year... and that there is way too much rap in the world and I don't know the difference between hardly either of them... meaning... I could have heard one of the songs but just don't know enough about them to say so or not...

~~1. We're All In This Together - High School Musical Cast~~
2. Bad Day - Daniel Powter
3. S.O.S. - Rihanna
4. Hips Don't Lie - Shakira featuring Wyclef Jean
5. Black Horse and the Cherry Tree - KT Tunstall
6. Stupid Girls - Pink
~~7. You're Beautiful - James Blunt~~
8. Gimme That - Chris Brown featuring Lil' Wayne
9. Promiscuous - Nelly Furtado Featuring Timbaland
10. For You I Will (Confidence) - Teddy Gieger
11. Everytime We Touch - Cascada
12. Unfaithful - Rihanna
13. Control Myself - LL Cool J featuring Jennifer Lopez
14. Move Along - The All-American Rejects
15. Lean Wit It, Rock Wit It - Dem Franchsie Boyz
16. Temperature - Sean Paul
17. Sorry - Madonna
18. Move Along - All American Rejects
~~19. L.O.V.E. - Ashlee Simpson~~
20. Dani California - Red Hot Chili Peppers
21. Where'd You Go - Fort Minor
22. Ms. New Booty - Bubba Sparxx
23. Girl Next Door - Saving Jane
24. Upside down - Jack Johnson
25. King Without A Crown - Matisyahu
26. Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield
27. Beep - Pussycat Dolls featuring Will.I.Am
28. Crowded - Jeannie Ortega Featuring Papoose
29. Be Without You - Mary J. Blige
30. Say Somethin' Mariah Carey featuring Snoop Dog
31. Ridin' - Chamillionaire featuring Krayze Bone
32. Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy
33. 4Ever - The Veronicas
34. A Little Less Than Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me - Fall Out Boy
35. What's Left Of Me - Nick Lachey
36. Say I - Christina Millian Featuring Young Jeezy
37. Love - Keyshia Cole
38. I Write Songs Not Tragedies - Panic! At The Disco
39. Buttons - Pussycat Dolls featuring Big Snoop Dogg
40. Shake - Ying Yang Twins Featuring Pitbull
41. Right Here - Staind
42. Best Friend - 50 Cent & Olivia
43. Touch It - Busta Rhymes
44. Unpredicable - Jamie Foxx featuring Ludacris
45. Rompe - Daddy Yankee
46. Dare - Gorillaz
47. Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson
48. Run It! - Chris Brown
49. Savin' Me - Nickleback
50. Sugar, We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy

I hate HOMEWORK

2006-11-17T11:13:26Z

So, most recently, school sucks, big freaking surprise... but on a good note, I finally created a fanfiction.net account for my Naruto fanfics (which is precisely two at the moment... and will probably be for quite a few more moments since I'm working on a rather lengthy KakaSaku fanfic...yeah). I doubt I'll ever use a name other than bacatlover anymore... it seems like it's never taken, and I like it and can remember it no matter what... that means no writing down stupid names AND passwords for sites... another note, most likely I'll be posting any lemons and possibly any drabbles (that I write during Politics at eight in the morning... somebody shoot me please?) For now I give you my first Naruto "drabble" of the, hopefully, many to come... writing like this seems to give me a lot of inspiration for my original works... plus it's a good break since, for the most part, the background info is already there.

It hurt.

It hurt so much it was near unbearable.

Sure, it wasn’t physical pain, but the internal pain of knowing she would never love him hurt. To know he would never laugh with her, never tell her he loved her, never kiss her, hold her, make love to her. To never have children with her, never marry, and never grow old with her… he would be alone in growing old. His friend, his rival, was dead, as was the woman he loved, had loved since he was twelve years old. He was alone again, in a sense. Sure, Iruka-sensei and Kakashi-sensei were both still there; Jiraiya was still the same, and grudgingly most of the village had learned to accept him due to his ambitions and will to help Konoha.

Naruto was 22… and alone again. Sakura had left. Left him and Konoha behind to go to Sasuke. He understood why she did it. He felt the same pain she had. That eternal wanting. She went to Sound, the home and village of their adversary, their key to happiness only if dead, the one who placed them in a never-ending hell. She said she would save Sasuke, that she had to. And she’d left, drugging Naruto, tempting him into demise. She’d offered herself, and it was too much. He’d missed everything; missed the sadness, the regret on her face as he’d accosted the smooth skin of her throat, missed the drug-laced senbon in her fingers. Then he had missed her, as she moved him onto his bed and left. Gone, out of his life, out his reach. And he couldn’t move, couldn’t stop her, couldn’t go with her, he couldn’t.

When he awoke due to Kakashi’s vicious shakes, he couldn’t remember what had happened, where he was. Only after the Hokage had relieved his body of the ailment had he known. He didn’t ask for help, didn’t want it, instead he said he needed to be alone. And when he was, he left, too. It scared him, to think his dream might be gone, but he would try his best to make Konoha accept Sasuke again once he brought Sakura and the Uchiha back home. And they would, because that was how it was suppose to go.,,

No one told Naruto life throws curveballs, curveballs and shuriken and even a few kunai and senbon. Life threw anything. Rocks, dirt, leaves… The rocks of life hurt, they bit into skin, made it bleed… dirt might hurt if thrown in large solid clumps, but mostly it hurt the pride and left one feeling sullied… leaves were for the lucky, meant solely for one to dance in, to live like Naruto wanted to, with kisses and love… a shinobi never got leaves.

And now, ironically, Naruto stood in the leaves, the scene before him mocking. Sakura lay, face up, in the dirt. The tale was blaringly clear, undeniable. The chidori had ripped through her chest, now jagged, bloody, heartless, gaping. Naruto knew she was heartless because that same heart that had loved so wholly, so beyond comprehension, lay crushed not four feet in front of him. Naruto’s eyes followed the trench Sakura’s chakra-laden fist had left, followed it to the crumpled body, the raven hair, and pale skin. Stepping closer, Naruto could see the various items stuck to Sasuke’s body, Orochimaru’s body. The twigs and leaves, the dirt, the rocks, dried blood crusted around their protruding selves.

And that was when Naruto knew that dreams didn’t matter, when he couldn’t cry, couldn’t muster up the tears, nor the screams; that was when he knew dreams were stupid and fake and hollow. Dreams were entertained by those with will… he would never dream again.

Yea!

2006-09-02T02:56:19Z

So it seems there are numerous fanfiction writers here on livejournal... I love my life sometimes... so I have a mission now. Find all fanfiction writers on livejournal and friend them. What a mission, huh? Well, for me it actually is really something I would want to do... I love having the complete story and when a writer decides not to post anymore on a website it's depressing. Hopefully that doesn't happen here much.

Honestly

2006-08-21T08:35:22Z

Wow, it's sad what a girl will do for good fanfics... yep, you guessed it. I joined livejournal just so I could read all of leafytoo's stories. Amazing author, I might add. Gah, I just love her writings, obviously! hehe. If she ever reads this, by chance that she ventures to my page (probably because I'll comment or something) "You are AWESOME!" Yes I know, such expressive words that convey no meaning whatsoever as to the gratitude I feel for being able to escape from reality into her stories.